Jess

The Life Of A Jesster...
2003-01-29 20:43:57 (UTC)

Too many thoughts running through my head.

Today I feel like my brain is going to explode. I forgot
that the our new Economics teacher scheduled another test
today. We had one yesterday and I made a 90... Go me. But
today was different. He, being just out of college, decided
to give us an essay test. Out of two different questions to
choose from he gave us the one that I didnt work as hard
learning.

***Identify and explain the five principles of capitalism
and tell the limitations of each. Do you agree or disagree
with the limitations. Explain your answer.

I knew all five principels and the limitations, LAST
WEEK...I got to the test and was like ok, I can do this.
Only I couldnt because I went BLANK. The only one for some
reason that I could remember was FREE ENTERPRISE. I also
knew the limitations, Utilities and License. But, the
question to be answered again was to explain ALL FIVE and
their principles. So, my essay was on ONE and its
principles. And of course I agreed with the limitations. Im
sure I made a big fat ZERO. He gives no partial credit. So
that really fucking sucks.

FINALLY.... Our first issue of the GROWLER was delivered
today to be distributed to the entire student body
tomorrow. I have a bunch of articles by me in it. BUT our
Editor forgot to put my name under the Growler
Staff......... Im the ONLY one not on the list... GRRRR...


I have to go hand out papers.I guess nobody wants to wait until
tomorrow considering we have waited a whole semester to finally get
one damn paper our because our Editor sucks.
I will write later

Im back.

Sometimes I feel like shutting EVERYONE out of my life.I dont do much
right. In order to keep one person happy I have to hurt another. I
have to give up what I want if I ever want to be happy. Sometimes I
think if I didnt have to see anyone or talk to anyone, EVER, I
wouldnt have to worry about hurting anyone and wouldnt have to worry
about fucking up. I could live my life in a closed room and be
happy.With just myself. I wouldnt have anyone getting mad at me and
wouldnt be yelled at. There would be nobody to put me on guilt trips
and nobody to get on my case. Things would be wonderful. But I cant
close myself up and I cant shut EVERYONE out... I wish everyone could
just be happy with who I am.

I dont feel like writing anymore.

Bye




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