RuxyRux

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2003-01-29 17:59:06 (UTC)

Hm....there is a mistake I keep on doing

Hey..my day at school was ok..The exam was
fine......But such a grief has pulled itself upon me..life
is not fair....I never thought it is but now.....
I'm trying hard to smile because I'm going home and if
they see my face they will ask me what's wrong and I dont
want to be asked anything...I just wanna stay in a hole
where is dark..all by myself with my thoughts
Actually....maybe my stupid brain......good for nothing
piece of trash will finally understand I shouldn't do this
anymore......
I keep on hurting myself and the others....What do I have
to do????
God....let me think.....let me close my eyes and
think....Actually...I'll be ok....maybe getting hurt makes
part of my life so I almost got used with it...I'm even
fine.....it doesnt really matter all the ppl saw me crying
tonight......they dont care anyway...they dont know
me..noone knows me..because noone ever tried to know
me....but I'm ok...I will pray and I'll be fine......


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