reject_punk_rocker

death notes
2003-01-29 16:33:19 (UTC)

being strong

STOP IT Don't think like that You can't die, because
you're Kerry and you are STRONG. Stronger than I'll ever
be, which is why you are not gonna die. I know you can't
help cutting, but please, just remember what you said in
your entry titled 'beautiful' because that's exactly what
you are.
Don't despair
'lena


thats the entry my best mate gave to me a few days ago.
being strong? what the fuck? I try. Most people say im
storng for copeing. I dont belive I AM copeing tho. I must
be, because Iv reached this far. But then again, I havent.
Because Iv died twice. If Id coped, I wouldent have even
thought of suicide. But I did. But then again, I havent
died. So I must have coped. But then again, the word YET
comes in alot. I havent killed myself YET. I might have
coped so far, but what draws near to the future? who can
actually gaurantee everything will be fine. you all lie
when you tell me it will be ok, i know that, you dont need
to try and make me belive.


Kerry xox




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