Antonio Bonds

Tony81
2001-09-17 10:35:51 (UTC)

I am Antonio and I Declare Love.

Good Morning World.


Dear You,

As most of the citizens of this country AND this country starts a new
chapter of it's/their existence....

...filled with a sadness of losing it's familar,
comfortable way of life and percieving the world.

...engulfed by a subtle realization that something is not
quite with what is going on in this world

...inspired by the potential for self-discovery and amazed
by the potential for human growth and compassion.

...brought back down to earth by the sometimes utter
disregard for other forms of life on this planet and in
this universe.

...and.

...Nervously excited about exactly where the path may led
from here.

As the country today awakens on the other side of the coin
of life... so do I today. My little life is small compared
to the rest of things. But as of today I, Antonio Bonds
will be started a very new chapter of my life today. On
this day of the New Moon - The Beginning of the Lunar
Cycle... I begin the new life cycle of my own. This is the
one that counts. As of today I start on a totally new
journey. Right now it's time for me to put my cocoon of
fear away, break out of my shell, let my wings dry, and fly
away into the horizon of love and life.

I must not let selfish fears and self-doubts I impose on
myself inhibit me in any way from acheiving my goals and
following my life path. This world is a fucked up place to
live in. I do not like it. I do not want to be here. So I
feel there are two things that I can do...

1. Change it totally.

or

2. Shoot myself in the head.

Since I don't really like pain and blood all that much. I
guess I will go ahead and change it. How will I do that?
I do not have anything that I want to put in writing for
obvious reasons as of now, but trust that they are and will
be far and sweeping. But I do know the mentality that I do
have as of now.

1. If you don't agree with what I do or say. That is fine.
But you are gonna either have to put up with it, chalk up
our various small differences to us being DIFFERENT and get
over it. Or find someone else more suitable to your likes
and dislikes.

2. I will do the same.

3. I will love you and myself regardless.

4. I will tell the truth.

5. I will respect yours.

6. I will ALWAYS go out of my way to connect with people.
If you misconstrue that as being in need of you that's fine
because that is true. I very much want and enjoy human
beings...no matter how braindead they are.

I am gonna change the world. Starting today. September 17,
2001 is day you want to remember. Today is the day that
Antonio Comeill Bonds woke up. Today on many levels.....is
the beginning of the end of this world as we know it.

Things will be better. I put my life on it.




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