angelface119

My Reality
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2003-01-29 04:28:16 (UTC)

ok so i lied....

yeah i pretty much lied, i think i would really like to be
in a relationship right now and i think that steve would be
a good guy to be with if i cant have josh so, im looking
forward to what developes...i really just want to have
someone in my life whom i dont havae to second guess, i
dont want to have to worry about if he is seeing another
girl/girls, or if he is only buying me dinner to get
other "stuff" i just want to honeslty have a true companion
who is going to be there for me through the good and bad
times....so hopefully things will pan out..im just scared
to death to bring it up with steve..not all guys are as
easy to talk to as josh..i could talk to him about anything
so approaching this with steve makes me nervous..i mean i
know the basics..he enjoys seeing me apparently he likes to
see my face....hehehhe...he likes to talk to me goes out of
his way to call me and he talks to me ever spare chance he
has when he is online so i think i could feel pretty
special, hell he is making a special trip up here next week
to see me so i should think i do matter some what...even
though he isnt looking to be in a relationship, doesnt mean
he would be opposed to one if it arose, i am assuming, so
hopefully if we go out a few more times, then we will get a
better idea of things....i really do like him, he is a cool
guy to spend time with, oh and a good kisser, but i can i
just say this:
I DONT WANT TO SPEND VALENTINES DAY BY MYSELF...I REALLY
REALLY DONT..I WANT SOMEBODY ANYBODY IT DOESNT MATTER WHO
TO COME SCOOP ME UP IN THERE ARMS AND MAKE ME FEEL LIKE
THERE BABY...SERIOUSLY...JOSH/ STEVE....ANYONE WHO HAS A
HEART AND WANTS TO TREAT ME NICELY IS WELCOME...I JUST WANT
TO FEEL SPECIAL JUST ONCE FOR VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!


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