angelface119

My Reality
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2003-01-29 04:22:10 (UTC)

God i hate pms ...it makes you fucking stupid

Im just stupid right before i get my period..i mean i am
honeslty just fucked up in the brain and the laziest human
being ever put on this earth...i can barely convince myself
to work out this week, i am freaking out about a guy i have
only been on two dates with, the only good things that have
come from this week was i finally stopped trying to be nice
to preston i took him off my buddy list and blocked him
from ever talking to me again...and ta da...i have gotten
to a good place with the whole dating and josh thing...i
know i love him im secure in that and i know that one day
we will end up together..i mean if josh is true about
wanting to take care of his stuff first and then come back
for me down the road, then i am happy and look forward to
the future...and that doesnt mean i am not going to date..i
am going to have a life, but it doesnt mean that i have to
have a bf..i dont need to be in a relationship with
steve..i can just date him and see where things go...if it
leads to a relationship than great, but the thing is i just
want companionship and it looks like he is going to give
that to me, he isnt really looking for a relationship and i
dont think he is the type to date a lot of girls, so i can
be cool with whats going on right now...i am looking
forward to spending time with him...he makes me happy...not
josh happy but he does make me happy...so i guess thats it
really...i have just wrestled with shit all day long and
its good to finally feel comfortable with things....


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