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is gonna start your party low, coolie ranx is on the
microphone. two great bands, one broke up and RBF are on
their way down. too bad, when i saw em for the first time
together, they tore the house down.
dave's band is playing a show next thursday in grand
rapids, i think im going to that. i haven't really heard
em. i know he wants out of his band though, doesn't seem to
make him very happy.
i had a long discussion with laura yesterday, reassuring
her i wasn't mad at her....i just couldn't tell her. i've
lost almost all respect for her and im not sure i want to
be friends with her anymore. after kissing me, joe, rich
and being a terrible drunk and insecure and just...being
her. i can't even understand myself, i love her to death,
and i dont' want her to change, and i want to be friends
with her, but i just can't stand her for who she is. make
sense? of course not. but i know what i mean, and i've said
it. so im gonna have a cigarette and go to bed. night.

mikey