i'll tell you later

(catchy title to come later)
2001-09-17 07:55:21 (UTC)

i feel like crap - i am v. torn..

i feel like crap - i am v. torn inside about a few issues -
i don't think that writing in this diary really helps me
sort anything out much - i just want to sleep all the time -
i have no friends around here at school who i can talk to -
C is too far away she don't ever call to talk shes doin
fine and i can't bog her down with my problems as she tries
to find herself - i feel so incrediably alone - so much
more so after the attack on the WTC - i think maybe 1
person i've talked to about it is on the same page as me
with it - but she doesn't talk to me anymore since hes
around all the time now - i've felt so useless in this
society for so long and this has just concreated that
feeling - i suppose i should finish school and graduate and
stuff - but i have no desire to do any of the things that i
need to do to get that done - s




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