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Random Thought of A Teenage Outcast
So sick so sick of being tired...
Well i havent written in an extremely long time but im doin
it just for Tommy cuz he has furry hair and hes a
pal...stuffs been goin on...been depressed alot...for like
the past 4 days ive cried alot...yea it is sad i
know...marcin died and i told myself i wouldnt cry in
school i get to second hr and the desk next to me seemed
emptier than it would on a normal day they gave the
announcement and i started tearing up then some counselor
came in and hes all like u can talk to me no one talked to
him and we all sat there and cried...everyone was crying
even the boys...then it was silence for a long while and
special ks like u dont have to do the hw just u know do
whatever u need too and now im crying u know and then he
looks thru marcins portfolio and hes like guys i found
marcins first journal entry from like freshman yr about his
first day of school and so he read that which made me cry
more...but by the end of the class i was pretty ok but
everytime i walked by his picture i got choked up...its
been so sad...but enuf about that i gotta stop bein so
depressed i have seriously locked myself in my room and
wrote...i dunno i dont think its all that good i just
seriously wrote everything i was ever feeling or have felt
and made it into poems but my head aches real bad right
now...ive cried everyday for the past 4 days...its gonna be
a record i tell ya...*sigh*...writing has kinda helped
tho...been a sad couple of days i gotta get outta this
place soon...well thats all for me for right now the head
aches way to much right now so
Jess
*MUSIC*~ TSOL- Code Blue
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