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no more tears 2 cry they dryed up & went
2003-01-28 03:02:39 (UTC)

Jeremy... Derrick..... and Paul

Jeremy Derrick and Paul

I wish it would all go away...
I wish we didn’t have to say...
I know they would still be here today ...
That if they would have stuck with it they would have
lived another day......
If only one of them would have called....
Jeremy Derrick and Paul....
They fell into the iron trap inside their own heads.....
They hopes...
The dreams...
They were all dead.....
Not being fed...
Starved to death on their own thoughts...
Who ...
Why did they think they were forgot.....
But what would have happen if one of them just called
....
Jeremy ...... Derrick.... and Paul.....
Asked the world for some help....
So you died all alone..
Locked in a room...
And now you see us cry....
We cry out what is there for us to do...
We all ask ourselves how ...
Why and then we all hold each other and wipe our
eyes....
Jeremy.... Derrick .....and Paul.....
In the halls....
In class...
At lunch...
and on the bus you seemed fine...
But if only we knew it was a matter of time....
That one day you would attack yourself...
And that no one..
Not anyone but you could help.....
I don’t understand it...
I really should...
How could we be so blind.....
But guys...
Why can’t I forget it ...
Why can’t I let it go....
It’s been awhile...
and I still can’t get it out of my head....
That you killed yourselves ......
And now you are dead....
If it would have been a car acident..
An illness....
Anything but that....
I could handel it.....
And I wouldn’t be where I’m at......
Why did you let yourselves fall......
Jeremy ........ Derrick ....and Paul.....
So here I am standing in front of all my teachers...
My peers....
Their families....
Tell your guys story.....
and I feel those tears.....
I look into the eyes of all the other kids who will have to
go through what I did...
Who won’t know the sinking feeling that comes over
you....
Those of them that might be the ones....
and the councilors taught us everything..
What to look for...
What to do...
But we never saw it...
What else was there for us to do...
Nothing we could have done...
But you could have called.....
Jeremy ............ Derrick ............. and Paul.........
I want you guys to know we love you......
I wish we could have showed it ....
I wish you would have asked ...
All I know is you’re gone now...
And there is nothing I could do....
For you.........
Jeremy ............. Derrick ........... and ......... Paul




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