Crazy12day

The confusing epic of muh life
2003-01-27 01:07:21 (UTC)

NOTE 2 SAMANTHA IM NOT SURE IF I SHOULD SED IT YET OR SUMFIN UHHHG

SAMANTHA
OK WELL IVE BEEN MEANING 2 SAY SOMETHING 2 U FOR A LONG
TIME, SINCE B 4 NATIONALS ABOUT THIS, THE FIRST SLEEPOVER U
HAD AT RACHELS W/ OUT MEH HURT MUH FEELINGS ALOT B CUZ U
GUYZ ALL TALKED 2 MEH ABOUT IT B 4 AND AFTER IT ABOUT WHAT
HAPPENED LIKE I WAS GOING AND LIKE I HAD BEEN THERE BUT I
BRUSHED IT OFF B /C I HADNT EVEN BEEN IN TOWN WEN U GUYZ
PLANNED IT , THEN WEN U GUYZ KEPT GOING OUT 2 LUNCH IT
KINDA HURT MUH FEELINGS B /CUZ U DID THE SAME SORT OF THING
TALKED ABOUT IT W/ MEH LIKE I WAS GOING OR HAD BEEN THERE,
THEN THIS SLEEPOVER HAPPENED AGAIN AND U GUYZ DID THE SAME
THING THE WHOLE O WE WILL TALK 2 HER ABOUT IT LIKE SHES
GOING AND IT WASNT ONLY U U ALL TALKED ABOUT IT INFRONT OF
MEH AND 2 MEH, PLUS THE DAY U HAD THE SLEEPOVER EVERYONE
THAT WAS AT THE STUDIO WAS GOING TO THE SLEEPOVER THATW AS
AT THE STUDIO EXCEPT ME AND THAT HURT MY FEELINGS
ESSPECIALLY SINCE U ALL ACTED LIKE I WAS GOING WEN I WASNT
INVITED WHICH IS OK U DONT HAVE 2 INVITE MEH 2 EVERYTHING I
UNDERSTAND WE HAVE DIFFERENT FRIENDS OR U DONT WANA HANG
OUT W/ MEH 24/7 B CUZ EVERY1 GETS TRED OF EACHOTHER AND
STUFF AND I DONT WANT U TO FEEL LIKE U CANT BE OPEN W/ MEH
ABOUT STUFF LIKE THIS B CUZ ID RATHER U BE HONEST THAN
SNEAK AROUND MEH AND I DONT WANT U 2 FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE
TELLING MEH STUFF ABOUT THAT BUT THERE IS A LINE BETWEEN
TELLING MEH STUFF AND SORT OF RUBBING IT IN MUH FACE AND I
REALIZE THAT U PROBABLY WERENT TRYING TO BUT I WANTED TO
LET U NO THAT UVE BEEN DOING IT LATELY AND IT HURTS MUH
FEELINGS AND SATURDAY WEN U GUYZ SAID THERES NO ROOM WEN U
HAD ALREADY TALKED 2 MEH ABOUT IT AND AVE HAD ALREDAY TOLD
MEH 2 COME KINDA HUTR MUH FEELINGS AND I WANTED 2 TELL U
ABOUT THIS EARLYIER BUT I KEPT PUTTING IT OFF AND NOW ITS
JUZ KINDA BUILT UP AND LATELY I DONT NO WUT IT IS BUT UVE
BEEN ACTING A LIL BIT DIFFERENT AND I FIGURED IT WAS JUZ A
STAGE BUT ITS BEN GOING ON FOR A FEW WEEKS AND LIKE I JUZ
DONT WANT TO BE TREATED LIKE THIS NE MORE LIKE I AM 2ND TO
EVERYONE B CUZ I AM NOT UR SAM AND UR NOT MUH RACHEL AND I
DONT DESERVE TO BE TREATED IN THAT MANNER SO IM SRY IF UR
NOTBMEANING TO DO THIS ITS JUZ I NEED TO GET THIS OFF MUH
BACK AND LET U NO WUTS BEEN UPSETING TO MEH BECUZ I AM SO
TIRED OF IT AND I JUZ WANT U TO NO THAT IM SRY IF IN SUM
WAY I HAVE MADE U ACT THIS WAY BUT I JUZ CANT TAKE IT FRUM
U ANY MORE.


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