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Ezoic
2001-09-16 04:41:22 (UTC)

the place where i want to be

there is that place where i want to be right now. You
know, where nothing seems to matter, nobody seems to care,
just where you can chill out and not worry about anything.
I'm at the point right now where i just want to slit my
throat because I've lost that place. You know just grab
the sharpest knife I can find and do it. I've tried
sliting my wrists before but when i cut my first wrist my
little cousin walked in. I didn't want her to know what I
was doing so I told her the knife was slipery and I
accidently got cut. She seemed scared that I was bleeding
but I told her everything was alright. I have all these
scars from cutting myself. Somebody once told me that I
have the new anorexia-secret cutting. But I don't try to
hide my cuts, If anybody asks I tell them what had
happened. I think it's my way of coping-dealing with my
problems. The place where I want to be, I can't find it
again i need to find it again- If I don't find it soon, all
will be lost.
mood-sorry i came
song-good bye to all my homies


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