moocowblu

::insert creative name here::
2003-01-26 20:53:58 (UTC)

what a wonderful day...not

what a great thing to happen to me... just after things get
all better with siobhan, i get an instant message from dorrie and she
fucking breaks up with me. WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?! i knew that
this was a rebound relationship for her. i knew it from the
begining! and of course she does this after she talks to
joe. i feel so awful right now, like i am scum, and like i
am worthless. she was such a coward to do it over aim. i'm
sorry, but if you are going to break up with someone, do it
in person. i asked her to come up when she said that things
were not working out between us. i feel like shit right
now. i want to know the real reason why she broke up with
me. is she just going to be going back out with joe? god
this sucks. i feel used, bruised and abused. was she just
using me for the physical part? i don't know. why does this
hurt so much? i don't want to leave my room again. i just
want a hug from my mom, but she has no clue what's going
on. i never told her. i never told any of my family. i
thought that things were going well. i guess i was wrong.




Ad: