tbqb12

my stupid mouth
2003-01-26 20:36:04 (UTC)

It's time to PART-AY!!!

i am hella excited about today because, after all, it is
superbowl sunday! yay, raiders! i wanted to go all out
and wear all black and paint my face and stuff. then i
realized that i don't have black pants OR face paint (so i
decided black undies were good enough...you really wanted
to know that, didn't you?) it's almost time to get this
party started.
so i now have a baby. yes that's right, i am the
proud "oarent" of baby Eve. ok, at church they told us we
could spiritually adopt a baby in danger of abortion.
after some encouragement from kim (who always encourages me
when it comes to church/religion), i signed up to pray and
save my pennies for this unborn bundle of joy. so i signed
up and they gave me a BLUE bottle to put the money in. did
they not hear that the name was EVE? oh well, i like
blue. and it has a pink ribbon...let's not hope i am
raising a "confused" child.
back to the subject nearest and dearest to my
heart...football. i don't think anyone truly understands
my love for the game. no, seriously, my sundays are
dedicated to church and football (kinda ironic actually).
and this whole pool thing today is so not about the money
(considering i'll get a whopping $2 if i win); it's all
about the pride (and the fact that a certain someone will
owe me money). so they're showing a half-hour flashback of
every superbowl on espn2 or channel 29 (i think that's what
it is). i guess last year's show will be on at 5:30 and
i'm counting the minutes till i see tommy again. ugh,
which reminds me of 2 things: 1. he's dating an underwear
model! what the f? i really thought he was better than
that...2. i saw these new pictures of him on
absolutebrady.com from a superbowl mvp get-together or
something like that, and he was wearing a striped suit
jacket! and i don't mean pinstriped either. it was all
yellow/tan and stuff. and you tell me he's dating a model?
oh and so then my mom says today, "if ken and i go to
california during february vacation, how long will you be
willing to stay at your dad's?" ok, hold it. just stop
right these as if you just heard that britney was dating
johnnie m. first of all, i thought they said they were
going to some island or something. and what the f,
february vacation is in like 3 weeks?! AND, wasn't their
last vacation to california? ok, i won't even mention the
fact that they didn't even ask if i wanted to go (not that
i thought they would), but where do they get off doing
this? it's not that i don't like going to my dad's, but
there are a total of zero things to do there, and a week is
like an eternity. so of course, my mom won't let me and my
sister stay home by ourselves. no, our grandmother has to
sleep here at night. ok, do you think a 72-year-old woman
is going to fight off attackers during the middle of the
night? grrrr...
yeah, um, i should definitely be working on my english
paper for a teacher who hates the way i write. doesn't
that sound like fun? i'm thinking no.
oooh, i see that afore-mentioned "crush" is online, but i
don't think i'll talk to him. i wish i was a bolder
person. i wish (as my friends have all been saying
lately) "we could bypass the bullshit" because "the minute
hand moves faster than we think it does". but then, mama
said think before speaking as well so those 2 things are so
contradictory! i will go find consolation in music. i
love to listen to sad songs, even when they don't apply to
my life. take for instance "comfortable." it has no
similarities with my life, but i love it so much that i
will listen to a cd of just that song. sometimes i really
like to be sad. i just like to feel all melancholy and
depressed.
but today is not a depressing day! 2 hours and 38 minutes
till kick-off!!!!




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