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2003-01-26 19:39:14 (UTC)

I'm so hurt..

(name's with *'s next to them means I changed the names
for privacy)

I'm so hurt right now. I love this girl.. And I broke up
with her. Why? What made me do that? I don't know. All I
know is that I love her to death.. And she's pissed at me.
And I really really like this boy, and that's affecting me
and Jessica* because I think I might go with Don* but I'm
so confused. Don* thinks he's a bad boyfriend and that
he's an asshole. He's not.. And he says he's ugly. He's
not! I'm so lost and confused right now.. I need Jessica*
to sign on so I can apologize to her for overreacting last
night. I called her a whore. I really do not mean that,
and if I could take that back, I would.. But I can't. I
need to call her, but her phone number is at my mom's

And Don* is at a superbowl party, so I can't call him to
talk to him. He makes me laugh, and I love that about him.
And he's really cool, and he's always trying to help me
through the shit I'm going through... But--I don't
understand this--when I'm face-to-face with him, and he
asks me what's wrong, its like I can't tell him. I don't
get it! Well, some of the problems is because of him--not
in a bad way.. well, kinda--because I really like him, and
I want to be with him, but he has this crazy idea that
he's a "bad boyfriend." I don't get it.

My dad needs on the puter, so I'll continue this later.

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