Yet Another Average Diary
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2003-01-26 18:27:46 (UTC)

... Just woke up.

(names with *'s next to them means that I changed the
names for privacy)

It's 1:15 in the afternoon and I just woke up, thanks to
my sister for shaking me and yelling, "OMG! OMG! WAKE UP!
THE HOUSE IS ON FIRE!" So.. yeah. My mom said she'd get me
anti-depressants... Two weeks ago. Do I have them? Nooo.
Why? Because she LIED. Gee, didn't see THAT one coming,
did you?

Last night I went to the bowling alley with a lot of
friends. It was Rock 'N' Bowl night and, of course, I
bowled because I suck and I have fun doing it. Well.. One
of my friends, John*, goes out with my best friend,
Stephanie*. Well.. John* kept trying to dance with me. I
know that's not cheating, but seeing I don't know HOW to
dance, nor do I like it (except for slow-dancing) I
refused the offer politely.. But he kept hanging over me,
putting his hands around my waiste and hips. He wouldn't
stop. Damn.. Why do I have the feeling he likes me? That's
bad. Because Stephanie* has had bad luck with
relationships (she hasn't had a boyfriend this long...
ever) and I don't want her to hate me. - Sighs. - Why is
God so cruel to me? He tortures me left and right with
those two things called "love," and "alone."

I'm going to log-out now... Music and IM's (Hahaha, I'm
sure) await me. (I have LuckyDucky1223 as an AOL screen
name, but I also have YourLittleDucky3 for an AIM screen
name if you have AIM or AOL. Instant Message me if you are
on and I'm on.. and if you can help me or talk things out
with me. I need all the help I can get).

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