Amanda and Shelley

Day Light Confusion
2001-09-16 00:36:10 (UTC)


It's me Amanda.
It's been a while since I last wrote in this thing! Alot
has happend actually. I think that there is going to be a
war starting pretty soon in America. I'm scared but there
is nothing I can really do to stop it. I must just sit here
and act as if nothing frightens me. Acting, that's just the
same as lying or cheating...what is this world coming to
and where will we all be in a year...will this become world
wide or stay within two countries fighting for their
rights? I want to die. I don't want to live this lie
anymore...Even if I had the chance to disapear for but a
minute I'd take it in a second! Not only is this affecting
me but everyones lives! Everyone!
I've started school finally and I don't like it at all.
I really want to go to H.H.S.!! I just want to go
somewhere!! Anywhere but here!

My life is a puzzle...A broken puzzle, I cannot
find the pieces which belong to my life...I'm broken. My
life is broken and soon I hope will be mended and put back
together...I can only hope...I can only think wishfully

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