Pandora

WAKE UP

Sep 15, 2001

I woke up this morning and Dad right away started to yell at
me. "MAKE YOUR BED, CLEAN YOUR ROOM, SET THE TABLE (for
supper-7 hours from that time!), MOW THE LAWN, CHANGE THE CAT
LITTER, IT STINKS!" Its overwhelming, he expects so much
sometimes.. all at once! And he yells, which makes things
worse. If he asked me nicely I wouldnt feel so angry.

Grandma came today, so did Jen. jen helped me with math and
bio. I understand the math, but am lost in bio. We are
doing organic chem. wich was my worst unit in chem.

Im home alone now, everybody has gone. Its nice. I can
breathe and think. Theres so much to think about.

Its so cold now. I think Im done swimming... brrrr.

So much to think about... too much...

~me