NiceDudeGuy

The Mystery, Misfortune and Mayhems of t
2003-01-26 03:16:49 (UTC)

Lost Crowd

sorry i havent writen in a while. things have been going
by so fast at such a slow pace... and in retrospect, the
wound is deeper than i originaly thought. only 2 people
know what im talking about but that doesnt matter
anymore... epcot was a blast... a cold blast. hung out with
j... with 2 diffrent groups of people... the fireworks were
amazing.. it was the most enjoyable show of fireworks, but
it has a close second.... other than that. im just a
little whiplashed... thoutless for something i cant have...
lost in a sea of thoghts. wonderment overtaking reality,
only to be brought back to a crashing halt at the end....
its almost over now, almost over now. no one writes me back
on these things anymore. im begining to suspect that no one
really reads these things. i cant cant controll anything..
im so ... i dont know the word. not saddend, not shoked.
not mad... just... i cant keep a straight thought for more
than a few minutes at a time. i cant stop think ing about
her. this is getting to deep. why must it be like this. it
always has been, is this what i have in my future. nothing
but this? im outa here




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