betterthannothing

thoughts of an obtuse nature
2003-01-25 20:31:14 (UTC)

Love sick?

so... i think of becky and im like it could be completly
possible that I could talk to her and i walk towrads her
and i have a hard time keeping my feet from falling in on
themselves and a hard time breathing and i think its not
supposed to be this way. Love is supposed to be like a
belief and i cant come up with any logic for this belief.
Becky is like a fly in my soup in the way that i feel sick
every time i look at her and what could prompt this
physical reaction other than shes supposed to be there, its
supposed to be like this and i try to talk myself into
thinking she s only human and i cant. i sit down by the
lagoon and every breath i take is like her in a sick form.
i talked to em an dshe says that its healthy, healthy to
what be sick. Love sick? someone help me let me know why
this is so hard.




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