roadrunner

the girl who hates paint
2003-01-25 19:02:51 (UTC)

Love...that is the question

What should I do about this? Have you ever had someone who
said he loved you, and you cannot return the phrase? I am
at the epitomy of my love life.....it cannot get worse. I
think I love him....I mean just think of what makes you like
the guy, why there is something there you just cannot
describe. I can say it so easily, but I don't want to
overuse it, especially if it isn't true. I've also got
these lingering suspicions that he isn't completely, 100%
over his last love interest. Said person I will now refer
to as Ms. Red, in order to protect the rights of my
subjects, lol. But anyway, back to business....


I can't imagine life without him....to think of him hurt,
or dead, or sad....makes me cry. If he goes away or leaves
me suddenly, I wouldn't be able to begin to think what I
would do. When he is happy, nothing else matters, and when
he is sad, everything is dark. I'm not complete until I
hear his voice that day, and wanting to spend the rest of
my life with him makes me want the rest f my life to start
as soon as soon as possible...Is it love?

I say yes, but I want to be 110% sure first. I want to
believe it is forever, not just another teenage romance
gone bad. I don't want o be in the majority of those who
think they are in love, i want to be in the minority of the
people in which it is true, absolute, non-deterred love.




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