this unsane world
2001-02-19 02:12:11 (UTC)

well i got a job about a week..

well i got a job about a week ago and i feel just about
dead. i have to get up at 4 am, and have to be there by 5.
it sux. but i need the money to be with d. i miss him to
much. he is really all i think about. i cant help it and i
dont know why. he is so special. he treats me like gold.
the best i have ever felt. but when i have to be away from
him i get depressed. i need him. i just hope i dont fuck
this up cause i dont know what i would do if i did. i would
be lost. all i want is to live my life with him and have no