Choas

Alone again

Well maybe not alone, but it sures fells like that. What
can I saw though everything important to me has been taken
away, what good is anything else? I wish someone would just
come up smack me and say Live your fucking Life! No luck
yet, and trying to tell my self seems corney. And besides
it doesn't work. I guess I just keep smiling and lieing, no
one seems to mind. In fact i think they like me that way,
I'm easier to handle. Well if that were the answer, iw
wouldn't do it, I like being hard to hadle. I enjoy them
not knowing what to do with, why wouldn't I?