Adelaide

Screaming Cathedrals
2001-09-15 08:09:42 (UTC)

9-15-01

Well.. today is the beginning. I've started on the
renovation of my page. I've been offline for about a year
now.. so it's going to take lots of work to get it up to
date. So many things have changed since I started this
page. This last year has been total hell. I've been happier
than I thought humanly possible, angry enough to kill, and
now I just regret it all. But I'll be alright. What doesn't
kill you makes you stronger, I guess. So I should take what
life has delt me and try to make the best of it. I want to
be a stonger person.. so much stronger than I have been.
I'm tired of letting people walk all over me. I'm tired of
being who I was.

I thought I was so damn smart. I know better now. I can't
wait until Tom comes down. I'll be able to occupy myself
with friends and people that don't get me down. I need
something other than sitting here doing nothing but feeling
sorry for myself. I'm not going to let someone that is such
a monster hurt me like this. He's not worth it. I'll write
more later. -end-