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2003-01-24 21:42:43 (UTC)

1-24-03

Today kind of sucked. I have been thinking about Kelly all
day, and I do not know why. I miss her so much. It kills
me to see her with someone else,b ut that is her choice. I
also had an Algebra test today. I think that I did pretty
good on it, all except the part that you had to use the
calculator, because mine was broken. I hate school. It
brings nothing but heart ache and stress. I have to see
Kelly every day and not be with her, and I have all this
junk they call homework. I just call it busy work. I hate
it. You are there for eight hours, then they give you
three hours of work to do at home and you are suppost to
get nine hours of sleep (if you are a teenager). That is
twenty hours of your day gone right there. You only get
four to yourself. Then you have work, which is four to six
hours. If I am not mistaken you run out of hours in a
day. I guess that I have nothing to complain about though.
I do not get nine hours of sleep. I am lucky if I get
four. I hate sleep. I dream when I sleep. I dream that I
am with Kelly agian. I would not mind sleepping if that is
all I did, but I have to wake up. That is what I hate.
So, I try to avoide it as much as possible. I did go and
see Kelly yesterday though. I do not know why she wanted
me to bring her the nintedo to her house then. I could
have given it to her at school or something. I am glad
that I went though. She told me something that I have not
heard in a while. Something that I have not heard out of
her in around eight months or so. She said thank you. She
said that because I helped her move some things from her
house to her grandmother's house. I also helped her clean
the room that she was going to sleep in. I am glad that
she said thank you. I really needed to hear that, for
anyone really. I do so many things and people just look at
it as if I was suppost to do those things, and I was not
suppost to. I also got my hair cut yesterday. Nothing
drastic, but trimmed a little. I probably need to tan
agian. I have not done that in a long time. I am starting
to turn white.




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