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The Adventures of Jules Santana
2003-01-24 15:58:37 (UTC)

Rock With You

You know that is just a classic song. Oh but the reason I
decided to bring that up is mainly because I was sitting
here at my desk and I was thinking about last weekend how
we were at the apollo and it was so fucking cold, but one
thing that brought all of us together standing outiside in
the cold was this simple thing....music...and it was
Michael Jackson's Rock With You that did it. Well today I
got paid, I am going to buy an ounce of some kind bud,
which I am actually very excited about. Hopefully I can
roll a blunt of it. I am supposed to meet Orlando downtown
around 5 after I get all of this taken care of and the we
are supposed to go and get drinks and get totally bombed.
I think what I might do in that case will be to see what
Wanda is up to and then meet her downtown, smoke up and
spend the night over there and then go home and relax and
get myself a little healing from my cold over the weekend.
But I'm still not sure. I am very nervous because I don't
know what to do with Orlando, I mean he is so sweet, and I
do love him, but lately I am feeling like I am not so much
in love with him. But I think maybe I just need to go
ahead and see what will happen. Keep dating but only
seeing each other occasionally during the week, I think
that will work well.

You know right now I just go the urge to talk and type and
say stuff. Just not too long ago I was reading some other
people's journals, and they are good. But there are so many
people on this site that are just hurting, that are just
depressed, and honestly, from reading all of their entries,
you wonder if the journal is helping at all, and that maybe
there needs to be some other kind of intervention. On a
side note though, I am pissed that I haven't been able to
find that girl who had her Screwed in teh City entries.
Those were really good.

So anyway, yesterday when I went over to Wanda's house to
pick up my keys, I was hanging out with everyone and we
chilled, drank a couple of beers and just had a good time.
I was saying that maybe my new thing should be for me to
become celibate. I didn't manange to say it without
laughing the first couple times but by the end of the night
I could. See I think that maybe no sex, and no dealing
with bullshit and all might do me some good. But then I
thin about it and I say, damn if I won't be jerking off.
But who knows. Anyway, Adam comes back from China in a
little bit, and god am I psyched to see him. I hope
everything goes smootly when he gets back and Rose throw's
the party at her place, because to be perfectly honest,
there is always room for a fight or altercation up in nyc.
Alright I guess that's the entry for today. Rather lengthy
but I had a lot of things on my mind that I figured I would
just touch on. Now I'll quote my new favorite lyrics from
Christina Aguilera's song "Get Mine, Get Yours":
"Put your hands on my waistline
Want skin up against mine
Move my hips to the baseline
Let me get mine, You get yours
(But don't fall in love)
Hang a please don't disturb sign
Put my back into a spiral grind
Sending chills up and down my spine
Let me get mine, You get yours"

I'm out




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