o0 Kurata Sana 0o

My Chaotic Life
2001-09-15 04:43:22 (UTC)

9/14/01

Dear Diary,

Here I am writing in a new diary. I guess you could say
this is a diary. Anyway I think its a lot cooler then my
last one because this is on the computer. Hehe.
Anyway...my life has been very Chaotic...I am very confused
as to what is going on. I just started school on the 4th
and its been ok...kind of boring sometimes. But actually
I'm beginning to like school a little bit because I guess
it gives me something to do. Anyway I think my worst class
right now would be math or drama. Drama only because I
don't have any friends in that class. I don't have very
many friends..Kinda anti-social I guess. I don't trust
people very well. Anyway Today was a very bad day. I wake
up this morning and well my sugar is pretty low. (I'm a
diabetic) Then I go upstairs to take a shower and a storm
starts. That is awesome! I love storms! Hehe. But after
I get finished Christina (A girl who I used to be best
friends with. She's a traitor really nasty and yeah very
depressing) called asking if I was ready for school. We
still walk to the bus stop together but thats it.
Sometimes I just want to leave without her...but my Mom is
like no. Well nothing happens on the bus ride to school and
nothing really happens till about 1st period. My World
History teacher is very awesome. First my friend Jim
completely ignores me..which is very weird because the day
before he said I was like his best friend and the day
before that his friend Rob ignored me. Well anyway then my
teacher starts talking about the tragedy that happened on
9/11/01 and he starts to cry and that makes my eyes water
up...my weakness is seeing guys cry. Well anyway after
that this one girl (Jenna, total jerk, very stupid, only
hangs out with popular rich people) asks me for some
answers to our drill. I told her she could find it herself
and then she starts it up. She really bugs me. I've known
her for about 4 years now. Sucks doesn't it? Anyway
nothing happens until 4th period which is also lunch hour
and our Principal made 1st lunch shorter so we could do the
Five Minutes Of Silence. Well anyway that time comes and
then I'm like oh god my eyes are filling up and I start
crying. I never cry in school and it was weird. Well
lunch is over and I go back to drama and we were starting
Improv. I love improv. It comes naturally to me...except
when Its a dating game...I'll get to that in a minute.
Anyway we had to get into groups and I walk up to this girl
who is named Christina (senior. I don't like her. Way too
snobby and bossy. She doesn't seem to like me much either)
well I said I would be in her group. So we stand there
until our teacher puts us in a group with these three guys
I forget this one guys name but he's an asian kid so thats
what I'll notify him as, Alex and Mark. Mark...Mark is
really hot lol. Yes..um..he plays baseball and I don't
know too much about him but he is pretty nice and can be
serious...but I think that I could get him into anime
because he seems like that type hehe. Anyway Christina
asks us what we want to do for our improv act...I said I
didnt care except for the dating game and then I got all
dramatic..well kinda...it was really funny I guess...it
made the people in my group laugh. Well anyway after
deciding Christina chooses the dating game! I'm like WHY
ME!! And the worst thing is I have to be the bacholorette
thing. UGH!! YUCK!!! Well anyway after that she asked us
what grade we were all in. The asian kid and Mark said
11th and me and Alex said 10th...Mark gave me this smile
and all when I said 10th and I'm wondering what? And he
keeps looking down at me and smiling and I'm like ooook.
Then he steps really close to me and I just step back on
sudden impulse...thats just me. Anyway the teacher asks us
to sit down and well I sit next to Chrsitna and Mark comes
up and sits right next to me. hehe I guess. He kept
leaning over and smiling and sorta talking to me and that
little Yawn and strech thing like what guys would do in the
movie theater and then their arms would go around the
girl...but he wasn't to confident enough for that..lol. I
didn't care...I probably would have been like ok? Or
something stupid like that. Then we get called up to the
stage. I walk very slowly like its I'm going to my death
bed. Well...through the thing I hardly speak at all...and
I did mention I was not going to be good at this...so
anyway Christina then was like ok well lets have Megan ask
a question. Then she hands the microphone to me and I get
really pissed because I couldn't think of anything at
all...all I could come out with was an um... well...then
the asian guy was like Megan I think you should choose me
because I think you sexy and he said a few other things but
I couldn't hear because I was bent down cracking up and
also hiding my face because it turned a few shades of read
lmao. Well then Christina asks Mark if he has anything to
say and he turned red and said. I'm a plumber...uh..I
unclog toilets and make the world go round. Well anyway
Christna asks me who I was going to choose and I said
Alex...well only because she said Alex before I even said
his name. Well we finished and I sit back down when
Christina gets really pissed at me. She says I was
horrible and was putting me down...I realize something. I
am a VERY nice person because if not I think I would have
knocked her out of her chair so fast she wouldn't have
known what hit her..but all I said was..well I said I
wouldn't be good at the dating game because 1. I've never
watched stuff like that. 2. I think dating games are stupid
and 3. I think its cruelty to humanity. Well Mark heard
those and he started laughing. hehe. Well we sat there
for the rest of the period Mark still smiling at me and
then these girls behind us were all giggly..probably
because they saw Marks muscles when he was showing them to
me and he turns around and he was like What is your
problem?! In a very agitated voice and they go nothing.
And he turns to me and we both roll our eyes and shake our
head. Anyway he told me that I should pack up my things
since we only had about 15 seconds left of class. Well
class was over and I was very happy about that. Then I go
to French..nothing exciting there and then I go home..only
to find out that the other Christina(Lying cheating dirty
you get the idea) she kissed my good friend Nathen (I love
him as a brother) and she now likes this guy that I've
liked since last year and she KNEW ABOUT IT!!!!! Oh well.
My story has a happy ending I got a new shirt and I also
got to talk to Amber (a good friend of mine, I think she
has a crush on me really cool always dyes her hair,
skateboards, loves the band ICP) and her brother. Well
thats all for today. I write more tomorrow if anything
happens that is. Well see you later!




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