antisocial101

I went to the school of hard noc's
2003-01-24 04:01:29 (UTC)

MATH AND OTHER GREAT STUFF

MATH
HEY I JUST REALIZED THAT I HAVE A MENTAL DISABILITY... OR
MABE NOT ... UMM I DONT KNOW... WELL ONLY IN MATH ITS LIKE
SOME KIND OF MENATL BLOCK...I D K ... BUT EVERY THING I
GET PRETTY GOOD... OK WELL YEAH THATS WHAT I REALIZED...

OTHER GREAT STUFF

JOSH
I'm sitting here listening to John Mayer and im solking in
my depression. Josh likes me but i can't and won't force
my self to be attracted to him. He's a great guy though,
hes perfect, but not for me, and he just can't understand
that. We used to talk, and know its just getting
irritating because i told him about how i feel about him
and he still wants me to go out with him. I tell him that
i lots interest in him as a poetential boy-friend and i
will and do and will always want to be his friend. He
doesn't talk to me know, unless i talk to him first and
when we talk he TRYS to hook up with me. As i write my
problems Char and i play counceler with eachother and come
to the conclusion that were both retarded and dont know
what were talking about. AHHHHHHH and know this song by
John Mayer is playing its called "back to you", and its
reminds me of josh, damn every thing, my hair, songs, when
i look in the mirror ahhhhhh........... ok well... thats
it about Josh....

*NOTE*
OK I KNOW IT MAY SEEM LIKE IM BOY CRAZY, BUT IM NOT
USUALLY LIKE THIS ... THIS IS JUST WHATS GOING ON IN MY
LIFE RIGHT NOW...
John and Gabe
ok the next thing im gonna talk about is about two
brothers and whats more ironic is that there twins...
their names are Gabe and John... i am in lust with Gabe
but john likes me and im told that gabe likes my cousin
kyla...but what confuses me is that gabe the day after i
meet him he called my mom and asked if we could hang out
but i couldnt not then... because i had to take care of my
grand mother and my sister while my mom was at work... but
back to the story... we didnt get to hang out but my mom
meet him yesterday at this rosery and he asked right away
for me.. of course i wasnt there had to clean my house...
and my mom asked him for his phone number and he quickly
gave it to her but forgot to give our number... smart mom
smart... and i dont do the first call thing it makes me a
nervous wreak and yea... but back to the original story...
kyla keeps telling me that gabe gave her his number and
that he likes her... but i think shes a pathalogical liar
or maybe shes bitter cause john likes me and i know this
cause he told me, and any way she likes him... and im
really pissed now so im not gonna talk about this ....

Edward
now let skip and ill tell you about a guy named e.j. ...
well hes ugly but hes my friend or well i thought he
was... hes such a liar... but were not gonna get in to how
he lies but i am gonna tell you why i dont like him any
more... well i saw him at a hotel party and we were
talking and i was telling him about josh gabe and john,
and he talked about all the girls hes fucked and i mind
you he does have a girl friend or at least i think he does
cause thats what he said and after i told him how i liked
gabe he tried to rape my mouth with his tounge...
repeatedly even after i reminded him that he has a girl
friend and i was talkin to some one... i got tired and i
left him and went to gabe... AHHHHHHHH I HAT HIM... bad
thing i have him for a class so im gonna see him
everyday... EVERY FUCKEN DAY ... AHHHHHHH maybe ill change
classes... ewwwwwwwwwww........

ok well im tired of writing and i personaly made my self
sick oh and whats worse is that that was my first kiss...
so un wanted.... i feel to voilated... ahhhhhhh....

__/ -__- __/ = punk...lol

lol... ok that was just some thing to make me feel happy




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