Shellz19

Daily Dose
2003-01-24 00:46:01 (UTC)

2nd to last day of finals

Dear Diary,
Well today was an interesting one. I started out my 4th
hour final in speech. I sat behind josh as usual he talked
to me a couple times. He's really quite cute and i'm going
to miss speech with him. But he's not the Real big one in
my life right now. That would be nate. I dk what it is
that keeps me drawn too him, but i really like how he and
i can just talk for hours on end and not really run out of
things to say. He goes to JM, i'm not sure how well a
relationship like that would work, espeically with Megan
and Kristen not liking him much and me being somewhat in
love with phil and chris even thought they are both about
laura and ashley right now... OH God GAG ME. I hate Fake
people!! did i mention that? i serious could just strangle
them all. They should just leave!!! Also the other night i
had a Dream about canz, he's SO Hot. ...O M G, he's a
freshman, but ANYWAY, i told Tom about it and he told
nick, now nick talks to me and it's a fun time. I like it
when people im me first. hahah but anyway BACK ON TASK. We
went to the mall for lunch and EVERYBODY from mayo was
there i Swear! This made me realize how much i really
really do not like a lot of people from my school! Chris
talked to me at lunch thank god, made me feel much more
releaved. then after school dan picked me up from walking
home...he locked his keys in his car...AGAIN... Lol so i
had to pull the surburban OUT of it's garage but out my
dad's garage..SO funny. Then i come home..nate's not
on...sad...and omg i am SO SICK of phil and laura's
profiles ...she's going to play him...he's going to get
fed up and hate her but pretend he doesn't and then life
will go on AS USUAL...him playing people and just ARRRRg
i don't know if i'll ever be totally over him...i just
hope someday he'll realize how dumb he's being and realize
i'd be good for him. alright enough for now...night...




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