Jai

Sex, drugs, rock and roll
2003-01-24 00:43:05 (UTC)

Interventions suck

Okay I officially hate my friends...I don't actually
hate them, but god they can be so stupid sometimes. Well it
was a snow day today, like the 3rd one this week (canada
sucks), so my friend ash-leigh called and invited me to
come over and watch movies with some of our other friends.
I got there and I could tell something was kinda going on,
they were acting a bit wierd...really quiet, kinda awkward.
I asked them if anythings going on, and they said no, but i
was acting real skeptical so my friend randi told me they
wanted to talk to me about my drinking. I told them I
didn't have a problem (I don't), and they insisted I'm in
denial (i'm not)...and it went on like that for a
while.
They even asked me to do this quiz they got in their
health class, and I did it just for fun, but It didn't
prove anything. It was ten questions which you answered yes
or no to . And supposably if you answer yes to one or more
of the questions you have a drinking problem. Well i said
yes to 8 out of ten of the questions, so now I must be an
alcoholic. Some of the questions were like, do you ever
drink alone?, do you drink to escape your problems? do you
ever throwup or passout because of your drinking? I think
almost everyone out there would say yes to those questions
though. Even my friends in the room with me wouldn't have
done so well on that quiz. I can't believe them, they
actually think i'm an alcoholic. Then it got to the drugs,
they think my drug use is risky, and I agree it is to an
extent, but they exaggerate the problem. I just laughed,
told them they were overreacting, but they persisted. They
think I should go to a rehab centre. I think they're crazy.
I don't need rehab, because I'm not addicted to anything,
and drinking and doing drugs aren't causing me any
problems. I've been to rehab before, and there's no way I'm
going back. It did help me before, and I needed help then,
but I don't need it now. I've quit half the shit I used to
do. After a while I decided I just needed to get out of
there, and I left.
My past addictions and problems are probably to blame
for their intervention idea, but just cuz I had a problem
once upon a time, doesn't mean its going to come back or
anything. Hey its probably a good thing I didnt drink
before I went over there, that wouldnt have gone over well.
Anyways enough of my lameass friends. Neil called, but I
was out (at a stupid fucking intervention!!!!)...so i
missed the call. I wanna talk to him, cuz i havent seen him
much lately. He is taller than me, so hes date-worthy.
I've been thinking about my ex Robbie alot. The other
day at school I spent like the whole day thinking about
him. I saw him in the morning, and he was looking good, and
I got to reminiscing about the good times. In class I
couldn't get like him and me having sex out of my mind. I'm
a crazyass daydreamer, and my dreams are graphic. so i was
like sitting in class and getting like so horny, and the
teacher would call me for a question and I'd have no idea
what she was talking about so I'd end out looking like an
idiot. Robbie was wild in bed. I felt really comfortable
with him too. We would just like totally lose all
inhibitions and just go at it. He was a strong guy too,
worked out a lot, which is a huge turnon, and he wasn't
like violent or anything, but during sex he'd kinda push me
around a bit, like push me up against a wall, and I liked
that. You don't see that in alot of guys, especially not in
teenage guys. I wouldn't get back together with him though.
We're not even talking right now. It's not like we're not
talking, but more like he's being really immature about the
breakup. Another reason why I wouldn't get back together
with him. Thats a problem with strong athletic types, sorry
to stereotype here, but alot of them have these extreme
egos, and they get jealous over every other guy you talk
to, and if problem should arise suddenly they have the
maturity of five year olds. The sex was good though....and
we never did have breakup sex...




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