Barrett James

I hope you dont mind I put down in words
2003-01-23 04:07:51 (UTC)

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the title expresses how i feel!!! so many emotions!!!
matt was having a bad couple of days and he let me know
about it and i think what is happenning is complete
bullshit. it sux that he has to go through this. i
couldnt believe his dad!!! but hell get through it, i know
he will. well my head is filled with complete shit!! my
feelings are all fucked up. geo is killing me. just
killing. she is slowly killing all emotions and feelings i
have. not by what she does to me physically, but
mentally. my thinking is all fuckedc up!!! i just finally
opened matts latter from new years. i love that kid so
much and will be there til the end for that kid. id die
for him. id die for some people, but hes the main one.
wow, its cold in my room. its like hard nipple cold. i got
the hard nipples to prove it. neway back to my dying
life. it just seems that all i do is just killing me day
by day. i h ave raging emotions one day and then the next,
oppoisite. ive come to doubt all that i think about
her. i never know what to think. if she does something,
like calls me hot, i don tknow if thats true or just talk.
or if its coming from her or just a compliment. i have
strong feelings, i cant doubt that, id die for her.
honelsly, her and matt. but if she either is feeling the
same feelings or not, im going crazy, enough talk, im
crazy, CRAZY!!!! goodnight peace to all!!!




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