SmrtBlonde

A SmrtBlonde's Day
2003-01-23 02:31:40 (UTC)

Adam and his lies


Ok right now i really hate Adam. He is this guy that goes
to my school and he is playing mind games with me. he is
asking me all of these questions abou t me liking him and
what i would wan to do if we ervy got together. I got a
message from him (i think it was him) and it said i don't
likle you. If it was him he was leading me on. kinda like
what he did last year in my freshmen year. So i really hate
him right now cause of that. what is wrong with me??? every
guy that i start to like or i do like they end up having a
girl friend or they just want to be friends. Ben-girlfriend,
Raymond-wanted to be friends and now likes Taniya, Adam-i
really don't know where he stand right now.

I had this huge thing for Adam last year(2001-2002) and
then we went out and then we broke up because of his friend
and basketball got in the way. The a month or so i started
liking Ben and we probably wound gone out but Adam confesed
that he still had it bad for me and i kinda left Ben
hanging around and i went for him again. I should have not
gone back to him ever and stayed with Ben.

This year i liked Raymond at he beging of the school year
and he finally said that he wanted to be friends and work
on his grade and basketball, plus he is a senior and im a
sophomore but he is only 17 and im 16. Then After that Ben
came back and i fell hard for him and then i learned that
he had a steady girlfriend. Now i like Adam agin and i
really don't want to evern if he did like me i wounldn't go
out with him right now cause he had just recently gone out
with Amy, one of my friends (kinda) and i wounld do that it
would be way low.

I just recenly went and got my hair highlighted. I have
brownish hair with blonde and red in it and the i got
blonde high lights and now my hair is a lightish blondie-
brown.

Well i guess that is good from my first entery.




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