Tiki

Tiki's Journal
2003-01-22 14:06:20 (UTC)

My first day journaling....

Well, where to start....

I am keeping this journal for several reasons.
1. To keep track of my weight loss,
2. To record my daily happenings,
3. To express my feelings, mood, ups and downs I am having,
4. To just be able to write anything I feel I need to get
out.

Today is Wednesday 1-22-03.....

What a morning already...

My husband has been ill with a virus now since about 10pm
last night. Over the weekend my children had it. GOD I hope
I dont get it... ACK! I feel a little queazy.. but it
might be sympathy pains for David. Who knows? Guess we
will find out soon huh... :)

I am hoping that writing on here will also help me remember
to take my meds when they are due. I dont take them like I
am suppose to and I know that. I must get better at it all.

I still havent heard from Christie on how my approval is
going for my gastric surgery. That is a BIG stress inhancer
on me.... I just wish they would either say YES or NO!!!
Just give me an answer so I can get on with my life. I know
they said it would take a while for approval... but
GEESH!!! It has been going on 5 months now.. lets see.. I
went and signed my PLAN on 9-5-02. And I filled out my
application about a month before that... I think I will
email Christie today and see if she has heard anything.

I feel bad.. Theresa needs to go grocery shopping today and
I am scared to go out cause I am afraid I will get sick in
the middle of our shopping. I hate feeling like this. Not
knowing if I will be sick or not. Feeling nauseaus..

I need to call my psychologist and endocrinologist this
week and schedule my appointments with them. I hate going
to UTMB for my medical needs. I wish I could find insurance
to cover me.. I would surely get out of that system. They
are all quacks... only want to help you if you are dying. I
hate that. They dont care about their patients... they just
care about their paychecks. It is a shame the world is
getting that way. To hell with anything.. just give me my
damn money... What a shame!!!

I'm outta here!

TIKI




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