Ainsley

Finally, My Own Private Place
2003-01-22 13:55:12 (UTC)

Why do people judge before they know ??

Thats my main question... Why do people judge before they
know?? I have that problem SO often. People think they know
me but honestly how could they? It's not like we take the
time to get to know eachother! People judge me as a freak
that likes to get high and wasted all the time, which is
TOTALLY wrong. I mean obviously i drink but it's not like
i'm a alcoholic i just have a few drinks sometimes. Why do
they judge me as a freak?? Because i dress goth! honestly
that doesn't mean a THING! and people say i'm weird because
i'm a vegetarian, well let me tell you, it ISN'T weird. I
mean c'mon when you actually think about those animals that
get killed for you guys to eat. There ARE better ways of
doing it.

Last night i got kicked out of the mall AGAIN! for
what.... running down the escalators and accidently
breaking a window it wasn't my fault though Gem pushed me.
It hurt though like HELL. Now my arms are all cut up....but
oh well it was a lot of fun.

Anyways... my parents are TOTALLY pissed. LIKE USUAL. It
seems that everything i do is wrong in someway.. and then
they have to punish me for it. Wether it's kicking me out
of the house or beating me. i usually only get those two so
those are the only ones i put. Obviously my little sisters
get everything they want and desire. they want a new shoes
mom goes out and buys them, they want a new video game dad
goes out and buys it. I HATE THEM.

I can't wait till i can leave this hell hole and move on
my own. when i do i'm moving to Toronto. I was doing the
weirdest thing last night, picking out baby names!! I'm
only 15 and believe me i don't plan on having kids until
i'm AT LEAST 20. Well by then i at least hope i have a
husband!! lol
And one who actually UNDERSTANDS me and is my type !!

Got to go to school, buh bye




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