glimmergal82

September 13,2001

.. Okay,so I just now got my online diary, so i can reflect
on some of the things going on in my life. On Monday-
September 11,2001-- terrorists hijacked numerous american
aircrafts which wrecked into the world trade center , the
pentagon, and other places. The twin towers collapsed and
thousands of people are still buried beneath the rubble. A guy I know from school

left today because his brother is one of the NYC
police officers trapped in the rubble. This tragedy is
hitting everyone so hard. Everyone's talking about war and
the draft and the economy. What's this world coming to? I
think I'm pregnant. I'm planning on taking a pregnancy test
sometime this weekend or next week. All I know is I've been
feeling nauseaus and i cry all the time for no apparent
reason. I sleep so much and I'm always tired. I'm probably
not. I'm probably just getting my hopes up like i did all
the other times. I'm not getting my hopes up because I don't
want to get disappointed again. Things are alright with
jason but sometimes I wonder if he's gonna get sick of my
shit and just leave. I love him to pieces, but I can't
change who I am.