Leah

Writings of a Princess
2003-01-21 04:33:19 (UTC)

I think things would be different

The more I think about this, the more I have to wonder if
it is true. I have this feeling that if I were back home,
and seeing Dave a lot more than I am now...things might be
different between us. But then I have to wonder how
different my life would be. I wouldn't be here almost done
with college, getting ready to work in Nashville. I
wouldn't have the awesome friends I've made here, so much
would be different. Yet, part of me wants to know what
might have happened if I had stayed at home for school.

All I know is, I'm blessed where I am now, and I know God
has this awesome plan for me and has everything mapped out
that I just can't see right now. So this is where trust
and faith comes in. Because He knows and He sees what lies
ahead, and knows where we're going...even though we think
we know what's gonna happen...or even though we have no
idea what may happen in our lives. God has it all drawn
out for us.

I know this is where I'm suppoed to be for right now in my
life, and I have this desire that I believe God placed in
my heart...and it's doing the job I love to do that He's
given me the ability to do. But even that...I have no idea
if it will all work out. I wonder if Dave is really "the
one" for me...and if so, then how in the world will that
work?? It's good to know that even though God created this
whole universe and everything we know, He still loves and
cares about us, even the smallest desire of our heart. He
loves us that much that He wants to see our dreams and
desires come true. I believe that God cares about us, His
children so much that He wants to see us happy, and gives
us aspirations and hopes for our lives. The hard part is
totally dedicating every part of our life to Him, and
taking delight in Him, instead of what He gives us. If we
take delight in Him, and give our hopes and dreams over to
Him, that's when He gives us the desires of our heart.
That's so wonderful to know!




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