lostsoulk

please stop staring
2003-01-20 21:35:47 (UTC)

feeling low

I don't feel so well. After going to bed last night, i woke
up at lease 4 times with a dry mouth and couldnt get back
to sleep. Mom surprisingly wasnt mad at me, and i went for
a walk with my friend chris. We talked alot and ate at
chipolte, more fat to be added to my frame :( i ate 4 pears
and 1 yogurt and feel horrible. Now more then eveer, i just
want to go to bed and never wake up. Die. death can't be
anyworse than life. I dont know what to do, just want all
this to end. No one seems to care anymore either. What did
i do that is so wrong?




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