It's my birthday tomorrow
I can't wait until tomorrow because I will finally be 16
but I feel older then that because I have had to grow up
sooner than I was supposed to.
My cousin keeps calling me and I think that if she wasn't
here then I don't think that I would actually be considered
a teenager and play the role of one because I would be out
doing more mature things.
I do alot of things for her because I feel that my life
revolves around her now since my sister was killed and all.
If my life isn't about her then it is about the love of my
I met him at the swimming pool where he works at. Actually my cousin
kinda got us on talking terms and I am very thankful for that
because I think that if my life was without Curtis then it would be
pretty boring and lonely. I am so happy when I am with him, When I am
at school I usually see him atleast twice a day but let me tell you
this my day literally sucks if I do not see him any day. The other
day I did not see him and I was so miserable. I didn't get to see him
because of the block schedualing that we have at our school which
sucks if you ask me; but any ways I am going to get some beauty sleep
so that I can see my baby tomorrow (he has a b-day present for me so
I have to sleep so I won't be tired at school cuz I will look like
shit at school.)
Bye see you later,