Jmac

Day's of Random
2001-09-12 22:53:02 (UTC)

Now a word from our sponsor..... mary j blige

No more invisible speechless, deaf and blind child
with neglected pleasures being addicted to denial
Floating through time, gravitating towards a warm arm
with an appetite for the emptiness that promises no harm
No more uncontrollable eruptions of emtional depression
A prmial S.O.S. from the barren prison of selfless
expression tht only the guilty with innocent souls
know bureid in social scare tissue of defective ego

No more relentless sifting through bodiess seeking self
Settling through competitive combat for what's left on the
shelf.
A mad melee of suppley and demand driven by gulible pride
that leads to sedating the you that suffocates inside

No more-forever no more-because I've shut my eyes and the
difference between God's word and Man's wills was realized
seeing
opposing parellel lives some liquid, other frozen. Let me
to never seek from man what God has chosen

Then the negative whispering subsided and the panicking
ceased the undercurrent suppresion of pent-up terror was
released as the mystery of the unkown manifested pristine
clear A positive message of truth entered my ear.

Now, across my face is a brand new smile
with a newly reveialed meaning of a a "Desitine Child"
A message of hope is being released fro my heart
and I am overwhelmed with dedication to do my part

All I ever wanted was to be as I once was - Unbonded
Somehow it got all twisted and before long sounded
As thought life was continous connive-thrive
Choking out the simple joy of just being alive

Now I am filled with love and I sing a love song
A song for yesterday, today, tomorrow and beyond
My new prayer is - Thank You God for setting me FREE
And Thank You God- for giving me back ME