Mo-mo

Fat mo
2003-01-19 17:06:30 (UTC)

Freaked out

The other night was a changing point in my life... i don't
think i can stop thinking about it. some one slipped me
something and i went insane.. everything in the world
became blurry and i wasn't sure what was real and what was
fake... everything seemed fake. i thought i was dying,
maybe i was. i re-lived my life and forgot so much of it. i
felt like i wasn't supposed to be here and that i was in
some other body of another spicies in perhapps a diffent
world. it was the worst night of my life- though lookin
back it was kinda funny. i knew everything that was
happening around me but i couldn't do anything or say
anything.. it was like i was in the corner of the room
watching everything and everyone around me, i could see
myself too.. a horible excuse for a person. all i wanted to
do is die, it seemed to be the only way the thoughts in my
head would stop and i would be right again. i'm lucky i
didn't do anything. though to this moment i'm still
confused with myself and the world. its a horible feeling.




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