HeavenLee

Some kind of Nut
2003-01-19 09:54:51 (UTC)

Why is it?

Why is it that when I have something to say that everyone
wants to tell there story and not listen to me? Why do I
let people do that to me? Why does my mother have to keep
reminding me how much my stepfather hates me. She keeps
reminding me that if he dies befor her I will get nothing.
Why can't she just let it be. Am I not aloud to be happy. I
don't understand why he hates me so much because I have
never done anything to hurt him. I don't want to hear about
his will. It just drives me nuts and make me feel
worthless. How can I be more perfect to make them love me.
I try so hard and I can't seem to make anyone love me. I
want to loved but I don't know what to do to get that
emotion out of people. I WANT TO BE LOVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!




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