lostsoulk

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2003-01-19 01:06:02 (UTC)

pathetic

yes thats me, i fucked up majorly today like you wouldnt
believe. dunno whats wrong with me, but i feel angry, sooo
angry
i ate so much crap today :( had a pita with 3 servings
fruit, a big piece of pie that waas dinner, omg what the
hell am i doing, the fat is smothering me :( i hate the way
i acted today. Little miss Jenny is thin and fuckin
starving and it pisses me off, im trying so damn hard to
not go back and do that but i have such a screwy rolemodel.
Again she's acting like everything makes her a victim and
im not buying it. Right now i just can't even stand hearing
her name. As for the rest of the day, pretty crappy, i
should of binged, at least id have a reason to feel so
terrible. i need a hug or a punch in the face, anything to
make this go away, screw chocolate, its my fat product.
What the hell was i thinking? i feel like dying

pathetic


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