lindsay ann

somewhere in between
2003-01-18 07:23:01 (UTC)

goodheart

i heard you say i ripped your heart out
i know you’re right, i see the blood upon my hands
you say you don’t know what it’s all about
i wish i did so i could make you understand

i wanted to mean something to you
i wanted hands to hold and arms to keep me still
i wanted honesty and pure truth
if i can’t trust you now, i guess i never will

and all i want
is to close my eyes
and wake to find that you are holding me tight
and all i want
is to really care
but i can’t pretend that lying is right

you saw me coming and you detoured
i swear it’s harder than you know to be so mean
i will not budge cuz this time i’m sure
there’s just no point in being stuck at in-between

i’d never seen a tear in your eyes
i guess it’s nice to know you feel for me at all
and i apologize for my lies
i’ll be the first to say that this was all my fault

and all i want
is to close my eyes
and wake to find that you are holding me tight
and all i want
is to really care
but i can’t pretend that lying is right