lizlem69

who knows
2003-01-17 09:55:26 (UTC)

sill going

not much ahppened to me yesterday, i left work early
because i was feeling pretty shitty and that was that.
called josh's moms house just to make sure he was ok and
she was a nasty bitch to me. i do feel bad that hes
choosing that life to get rid of his feelings but what am i
supposed to do, take him back and pretend thaT EVERYTHING
WEILL BE OK. I THINK NOT, I WOULDN'T BE HAPPY. AND then
ysterday i person who im interested in and a person whos
interested in me found out his ex girlfriend has a tumor in
her brain. well ain't life just a bowl of fucking
cherries. im mean when one bad thing happens they all
happen. so he still ives w/ his exgirlfriend and we want to
hook up eventually, but i told him that i wouldn't be with
him if he still lived with her and he understood that. i
have a hard time trusting people. hes going to continue to
live with her because he doesn't think she needs to be
alone right now. and im thinking he loves her and made a
huge mistake breaking up with her to be with me. oh shit i
dont know what the hell to think anymore. why cant life
just be easy for once.


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