GillybeanG

Boys are confusing
2003-01-16 22:42:32 (UTC)

Confused?

Okay well I saw that flirty guy again today. When he saw
me he yelled Gillian! and I turned and waited for him.
Then when he got to me he gave me this huge squeezing hug.
Then when he went to let go his hands went a little low
(not totally on my butt, but pretty close). I'm not sure
if he meant to touch my butt or not. I sure hope not cause
I was actually thinking that this guy could be nice. If he
did want to touch my butt then he most definitely isn't my
type of guy that I want in the long run.
I'm so confused cause I want to know if he is a good nice
guy or not. If he's gonna be like Fitz then I don't even
want to be around him cause I can't handle all that drama
and rollercoaster of emotions again. I feel like I'm
finally TOTALLY getting over Fitz. Going back and reading
my old entries really helped with that one. Seeing how
jerky he was and how I was blind to it all. I'm such a
dork! But anyways, I don't want to go through all that
again. So I'm gonna try to see if David knows him and if
he does maybe he knows what his intentions with girls are
and whether I should avoid this guy or not. I just really
hope that I don't get myself into another Fitz-type of
relationship. I need more than that and I DESERVE TO BE
TREATED BETTER!




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