Christine

I want to die Erace the pain..

I want to die
Erace the pain inside
Bleed away
My existance
Calm the demons
That follow me
Relentlessly
I cant let go
Cant trust
Cant live
Cant succeed
Happiness
Is clouded by
Shadows
I close my eyes
To think about yours
I shutter
Because my nightmare
Is reality
Shivering
With rage
Can i pick up a blade
And end this all
Or am i doomed
To keep hurting
To keep being fucking betrayed
Till death do us part

-January 2003