TiNk379

Learning to Fly
2003-01-16 03:52:32 (UTC)

What to do?

I was really kind of glad when Matt and I stopped talking.
He was starting to get on my nerves. He turned into just
another frat boy who tried to get girls by playing the
guitar. I totally fell for it. The guitar, the fraternity,
the parties, being "one of the boys' girls"...the whole
thing. I started to resent what it was all about. So, I
quit calling and he quit calling; I blamed it on him, he
blamed it one fraternity; he pledged Lambda Chi and I'm
still alone...

Now I'm stuck. I think I really miss him. But I don't know
if I miss him because I like the idea of being with him or
if I just really like him.

Peace.




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