Rachel

Rachel's Life
2003-01-16 03:35:52 (UTC)

Under Construction

Rachel needs work...

Whoever has been reading, you probably know that I am a
Christian. Die Hard. But, youve also probably seen some of
the words I have put in here, not very Christian, huh? Let
me just say this, I wasnt right. I know I was wrong. Using
those words represent my relationship with God, and I guess
back then, I wasnt too close. I would just like everyone to
know that I am back on path, I know what I want. I want to
live a full fledged Christian life. Jesus said, speak of me
before men and I will speak of you before my Father in
Heaven. Thats something huh? I definately want that. So, in
order for God to do me favors, I think I must do favors for
him, or just do what he wants me to do. One, not having a
potty mouth. I got it. That was probably the only thing
that was keeping me down. And dont get me wrong, it wasnt
near as bad as some things you hear on cable television,
but, it was to the point where I was feeling guilty, and I
didnt need that. So. Yup!

Number two. Honor your father and mother. To me, the bible
has so many different interpretations. Not just, NIV,
Living, Holy. I think it goes beyond that. I think the
bible (thats the book for me) kind of goes along with you.
Ive been thinking about this for a long hard time, and a
lot of things to me, just seem like a train of confusion.
Like, honor your father and mother. What if they dont honor
you? What about the kids that are abandoned or beaten by
their parents? Should they still honor their parents? Or,
are their parents even their parents after doing such
things? (Starting to get confusing, please close if you
have a lack of reading skills and a bit of common sense).
God is our father in heaven, I know, but Im talking here on
earth. For say, if my parents beat me, should I still honor
them? Parents have more effect in a childs life than
anyone. Do kids take them as roll models? Of course. Lets
say in my case...Rachel=believer. Parents=luke warm. Very
bad thing. If you didnt know, God hates luke warm
Christians and it actually says it in the bible that He
would spit/vomit them out of His mouth. I also was taught
that, heaven is wonderful, filled with everything you ever
want and need. 100% awesome, and I never want to go home.
So, getting this straight, child going to heaven with two
luke warm parents, which obviously...you know. Is heaven
really heaven without your family there? Think about that.
What should I do? That is what I am pondering for the
night. Please fill me in if you have any suggestions.
Goodnight. :)




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