Lil Dragon

Dragon Tails
2003-01-15 08:50:22 (UTC)

Just starting out

*peeks about and then waves*

I wasn't so sure I wanted to do this... you know, have a
place to write it all out where everyone could see. But
then I thought, what the hell? Never know what could
happen, right? Right.

So here I am and here is what is on my mind.

Sleep. I can't sleep. I try... oh gods how I try but it
just doesn't work. Like tonight, I got home from work
utterly exhausted, after having fallen asleep on the bus,
and immediately kicked off my shoes and coat and tumbled
into bed. I crashed at like 6:30 only to be woken up by my
roommate who got home at 9:30. She muttered some stuff to
me, I honestly can't remember what and then let me go back
to sleep... but she woke me up again an hour later to ask
if I was going to eat or not.

I really appreciate her caring.. but for crying out loud! I
got two hours sleep last night. An hour the night before
that. I work 8 hours a day with an additional 2-3 hours of
travel, depending on traffice. That makes for a very long
day. And right about now, I would rather sleep then eat. So
here I am, after between 3 and 4 hours of sleep... wide
awake, at nearly 1 in the morning because that much time is
what my body is used to as a FULL night's sleep. Now I
can't get back into the dream mode...

My body is wide awake... but my brain is tired. My eyes
hurt, my head hurts... honestly... what am I supposed to do!

Even if I do manage to go to sleep, I know that nightmares
are going to wake me up again! Its so aggrivating I could
just SCREAM!

Now there is a thought... wonder if the neighbor's will
mind?

Well, anyways... here is to attemptive slumber!

Talk at ya later *scampers towards bed*

~坍 Littlest Dragon of Them All ~坍




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