Marien Locksly

Wisper from the Forest
2003-01-14 02:57:36 (UTC)

Stephen

ok, I haven't talked ot this guy in so long, and suddenly I
remember why I loved him. He is the guy I want to be
with, that ideal guy that I wrote down. Just like a
prince. I'm in shock that this guy liked me, and still
does. And I'm really confused becasue I know I like him, I
like him so much......Why must angels come in forms we can
not have? He is pagan, I am a christian, by all means I
should say know, but I am not as good as court, I don't
think I have the strength. He is everything I could want
save that one thing, is God tesing me, is he teasing my
sences. He must knowI can't take that kind of pressure,
why would he tease me like this. It is tourture and I've
already fallen for Stephen again. It took me one day and
that was all. Every guy I've wanted was building to this,
and I'm not saposed to want him. He is kind, chivalrus,
very strong, and inteligent. Romantic, and fierce. and I
know he could protect me, and all he wants to do is hold me
and love me. *sighs* it's too much.




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